Definitely a dramatic morning. I still haven’t eaten anything all day. And I’m still pissed off. There’s no coming back from words said that I’m assuming have been pent up for awhile. So much for fairy tales. They exist but reality always finds a lovely way to crash your revelry. I will not bend and break to this. I will stand firm and let the chips fall where they may.
Ahhhhhh! Definitely forgot my password after I dropped -and broke- my laptop. Ah well. Must return to the random additions to the “blogosphere”. I’m sure I’ve heard some hipster turd using that term before. Feels right. Well, sounds dumb but right context!
I am reneging my previous rant as I found out some bad news about the main person I was whining about. Just goes to show that over-analyzing is still the death of me. Ah well, at least they are okay and much better than a few weeks ago and I can stop panicking, or rather being an emo kid. I am sitting quite comfortably with my Hello Kitty lap desk smelling Bronx’s thick fart cloud while the...
It’s odd to leave a place that was once home and to be forgotten by everyone you once held dear. Why is it in our nature as humans to need people to be physically near to put any importance to them? As though because they are far away, they have ceased to be your friend and to exhibit any sort of understanding of your life. I miss New York for the people I live behind and the giant city I...
Tour du NY Airports 2012
Marveling at my morning travels still. I was to be in San Diego by 11am PST and it’s 1:40pm in Denver where I actually am right now. Things are infinitely more complicated when you fly with a pet and I don’t know if this is something I ever want to do again. This is only Bronx’s second time flying and it’s gone wrong both times. Hopefully San Diego will be a permanent move...
San Diego Sunday. I can’t wait. Will be followed by “California outfit pics” as per request. This week is flying by. So excitedddddddddd!!!!
Pure happiness = 1 part Marine coming home from deployment + 1 part awesome new apartment + 1 part amazing San Diego weather + 2 parts it’s all only a couple weeks away. Love when things fall into place so well on their own. Even if I’m still terribly sick. I’ll be better in California! ^.^
Christmas is AWESOMEEEEEE! The end.
A little birdie told me...
That if I didn’t blog she’d never talk to me again. Then she said goodbye forever. So now that I’m spooked into the idea of losing my bird I’m forced to write about…What the hell do I write about? I hate when people make comments that you respond to and then don’t recognize that you said or asked something. It’s super rude and really grinds my gears. Why...
And when you see the wreckage don’t forget it’s you who brought this storm upon yourself.
February 2nd where are you? =\
Sometimes you hit that crossroads in life where you wonder if the right thing is what will make you happy in life. Where you wonder if all the happiness you’ve had up to now was a fluke. The place where suddenly the road ahead is covered in a fog so thick, you can’t be sure there is a road in front of you. So standing at this crossroads, what do you do? Stand stagnant and over analyze...
Day 16/The Days Are Winding Down
It’s July 11th and as of this morning, it will be just about 9 days until my love leaves me for unfriendly deserts halfway across the world. While I feel sad overall, I know that his leaving means I will have time to spend in New York with friends and family and that when he gets back life will be better than ever. I’ll have an engagement ring and an engagement and then I can work on...
Day 15/Why Did They Bother Abolishing Slavery?
Not to say that I believe in slavery or indentured servitude, but the Marine Corps pretty much keeps my boyfriend working for insane hours. He went to work at about 6am and at some point in the afternoon said he’d be working late. That usually means 6pm or a bit later. Then at 7pm he tells me he’ll be at work for another hour. I started cooking dinner at about 6 so it’d be nice...
My Marine comes home either tomorrow or Friday but I’m praying hard for tomorrow. These have been the most insane three weeks since I’ve been in California, but it’s so worth being here to welcome him home. He ships out in just a little over a month, but these next weeks will be the sweetest. I’m so excited for tomorrow!!!!! I’m still cleaning like a mad woman but at...
Day 14/Less Than Two Weeks to Go
Who knew that a three week DET would feel so much longer? It’s only been about a week and a half since Pedro’s been away and it’s as if he’s been gone for a month. Maybe I’m just starting to go stir crazy but I feel like I’ve left the house so much more since he’s been away. Bottom line is I miss him. I haven’t even had the will to clean house and...
Day 13/Retaining Sanity
It’s pretty tough trying to keep myself busy these past four days. The apartment doesn’t get too messy so there’s not much to clean and I have to wait till pay day to get the laundry done. Bronx has been pretty lethargic so he spends most of his day napping. It helps since when he’s awake he jumps at the sound of any car parking or people passing by our patio. I’m...
Day 12/Frustration City
So I’m not upset about everything but I’m livid that yesterday Pedro came home about an hour and a half late and today he has already been stuck at work for an extra two hours. On Thursday he goes to Twenty Nine Palms which is a different base that they’ll be training at for three weeks. So I’ll be here. Alone. Fun. We almost missed the Padres-Cardinals game last night...
Addiction? I call it a pastime.
Well no, I don’t. I know I’m addicted. Horribly addicted. Addicted to nail polish. I think I’ve bought about 8 different color polishes in the past week. It sucks not to have everything you own in one place! Ah well, here’s to rainbowed nails for the next few weeks! Also, this not having to climb walls and carry boxes is doing wonders for my nails. They’re much...
Day 11/Is it the end of the world?
Keeping up with my every two days trend, I’m posting something that I’ve recently talked about with someone and seen all over my Facebook feed and news articles. The apocalypse, end of the world, coming of God or whatever other names they’re calling it is what I want to rant about. There was actually a news report interviewing people on how they felt about this hype. It seems...
Sleepless in San Diego
Normally I’m an early bird and fall asleep when Pedro does so that I can wake up early enough to take care of Bronx and take advantage of the day. For some reason, and honestly I blame the Pepsi Max, I can’t sleep. I haven’t had hard caffeine like that in awhile and my body reacts so much to caffeine that I’m sure it’s wired right now. I think I’m gonna go help...
Day 10/Productivity At It's Finest
I woke up to day burning to get things done and it seems I’m on a roll thus far. I got out of bed and did fifty crunches then walked the dog, fed him and did fifty more. I spent a few minutes doing some yoga-like one leg balancing moves to strengthen my ankle. Bronx spent the entire time staring at me as if I was his entertainment. When Queen’s “Another One Bites The Dust”...
Day 9/Oops (x.x)
I slacked off on my write or post something within two days of the last mantra. I knew this would be a commitment! Damn you Sandy for getting me to do this. Not much has happened in the last few days. Pedro had a three day weekend because his crew hauled ass last week. Who am I kidding? I can’t speak for his crew, but he definitely did. He had a 24-hour post followed by a full 12-hour...